Optimism

“There are some people who live in a dream world, and there are some who face reality; and then there are those who turn one into the other.”
~ Douglas H. Everett

I am currently in the waiting area of my Dr's practice optimistic as hell. I don't use the word optimistic for one because it's so bloody cliched but also because whenever I feel like I am optimistic something happens, which leaves me with the opposite effect of the word.

This prompts me with the urge tie optimism up with a brick around its ankles and throw it off a bridge. Okay as you might be guessing right about now, I am in a fucked up mood, have been for the past 3 days, so much for optimism.

Maybe I am just hungry! I have not been eating much because of fear of bloating since I cant work out hectically. Let's pray that after this consult I can at least celebrate with a pasta dish, yeah you read right PASTA! I am hungry!

Okay it's my turn now I have to go in there with one of my huge smiles that symbolises a healthy patient who's good enough to get the all clear, optimism ....

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